This Too Will Pass

January 14, 2006 at 11:34 am (Uncategorized)

I’m in love with my life. See, lately I haven’t been because everything was taken from me, but now things are lookin’ up.

Finals were easy. Maybe that’s because i actually studied this year. Either that or the Goddess finally decided to let up on me. No, but I am really happy. All this means I can finally go out on a date with Corey. And that was definitely worth the wait.

So yeah, second semester schedule looks blea. I go from having five classes with Sarah to only having one. I honestly don’t know what I’m gonna do. Especially, if we have different lunches. I’m wishing with every fiber of my being that I don’t have any classes with B. Reed. That would be a total nightmare. Even if I do, though, I won’t let it ruin my life. Ya know, at the first home football game she apologized, and I almost forgave her. Damn, I’m glad I stopped myself. Cuz at first I was relieved we were talking again, but then I remembered how she fucked up everything I cared about. And I wasn’t about to let her do it again.

That’s the thing with people like her, they never stop. They don’t change either. All she does is lie and try to get things the way she wants them. Who gives a damn how many lives she ruins in the process. And to think, I was just like her. That’s what pisses me off most about the fact that I used to be friends with her. I hurt EVERYONE I had any relationships with, and I wish I could fix every single one of them, but what’s done is done.

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