Some Secrets weren’t Meant to be Told

September 16, 2008 at 7:08 pm (Fear, Life, Love)

So, me and Corey have been together for a little over 2 years now, but about a year and a half ago, he did something that hurt me terribly. And while I have forgiven him and have left the girl who was involved behind, sometimes I still hate him for doing what he did. And I just want him to know that what he did has only made me more jealous than I used to be. Before I found out about what they did I was learning to get over my jealousy, put it behind me. But now it is always on my mind. I am afraid he will leave me for one of his close friends that is a girl (no one in particular) some day. And it is really silly because we talk about having our future together all the time, so I know he loves me and is in it for the long haul…. but I still am mad and worried. But I could never tell him this, cuz he would only get mad and he would probably just leave me to cry on my own. He’s still working on that comforting thing….


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Another Day, Another Post

September 2, 2008 at 5:50 pm (Uncategorized)

So, college. Well, my classes are still a little on the boring side. Except for English 100. We’re reading Geek Love. It’s actually quite interesting, considering it’s near the One Hundred Years genre. But not nearly as weird or boggling.

Went home this past weekend. Didn’t really get too much done. Home work wise anyway. But that is what tonight is for. Haha. Yeah, I have a bit of reading to do, but my main priorities for HW tonight is Eng. 100 (Geek Love) and Com. 110, considering that is due tomorrow; and Psych, well I pretty much have learned what we are talking about already (last year in Walters’), so maybe I’ll read, but prolly not.

Then I may go to Corey’s, depending on when he gets back. If it is like 7:30 though, prolly not. If it’s before 7, then prolly yes. If I don’t, I am planning on working on laundry, reading more of Geek Love, and more than likely Ever-Questing it up.  : ]

Hopefully everyone had a good Labor Day weekend. I did for the most part, BUT the one thing I am very upet about is not getting to see Wifey. But we are going back this weekend too, so maybe I can see her Sunday sometime; assuming her mother will allow it.

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