Troublesome
I think I am beginning to see that my boyfriend doesn’t deserve me.
That said, I still don’t want anyone else BUT him. I am so madly in love with him. I give him so much, and all I want is him in return. But still… he was most likely right.
I probably could do better.
One day it will get to the point where I can’t stand knowing it and still stay with him… But right now, he makes me happy. And I don’t know who is being hurt the most by my being so selfish. Me or him.
My Insanity Anew 