Stupid, Stupid Love

April 30, 2009 at 10:36 am (Love)

I honestly, truly wish I didn’t care as much as I do. Becuase every time he doesn’t say what I need to hear it breaks my heart.


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April 26, 2009 at 12:03 am (Fear, Life, Love)

I have been so worried about where the relationship is going, and I need so much reassuremnt. And even though I get it every time I ask for it, I still can’t help but be so very frightened. And I honestly can’t put my finger on any reason why I should feel this way.

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Running, running, running…

April 24, 2009 at 5:16 pm (Uncategorized)

Life is such a rush, and having so much to do in so little time will surely drive me crazy; but summer is almost here and I am loving every minute of it.

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Boys? Hah

April 20, 2009 at 9:56 pm (Uncategorized)

Read my best friend in the whole world’s blog just now; I agree, I wish I didn’t feel so unwanted.

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Here it goes

April 17, 2009 at 12:08 am (Life, Love, School)

Things really aren’t that bad, I just overthink; and sometimes I think that fact is going to destroy so many of the things I love.

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long time, yadda yadda

April 13, 2009 at 7:37 pm (College, Life, Long-lost sibling)

I honestly feel bad. About not blogging. I don’t even know if there is anyone out there that reads this little old blog of mine. Sometimes I am tempted to go back to eBloggy. Goodness knows I frequent that site more than this one, but that’s only because my favorite blogs are over there.

But about this whole brother business. Well, I haven’t seen him since Spring Break, but it’s to be expected. At least from my end. Let’s face it. I ave never been good at the keeping in touch thing. I am not sure why. Maybe I just feel that if a perosn is meant to stay in your life, then they will. Not to mention, college in all its amazingness is very time-consuming and it’s hard to see my family who lives in Champaign a whole lot, let alone a long-lost brother who lives 3 hours away from Champaign.

But anyway, perhaps I can make a compromise on this whole blogging thing. Of course, I’ve tried it before. I did the list thing for a while, and then I felt a sudden urge to write. So… here is a new idea that will maybe get the juices flowing by the time summer break gets here. Instead of lengthy, choppy, make no sense blogs I will simply TRY to write a one sentence blog every couple of days.

We will see where it takes me.

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