Here it goes

April 17, 2009 at 12:08 am (Life, Love, School)

Things really aren’t that bad, I just overthink; and sometimes I think that fact is going to destroy so many of the things I love.


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January 21, 2009 at 5:02 pm (Attractive Professors, College, English, Jeff Dunham, Love, MTV, School)

So. It’s been a while. But you know… Christmas break was busy and now I am back at school, and really there hasn’t been anything too exciting. Well, okay. That’s a lie.

So last Friday MTV filmed my English class. I guess some girl in my class is going to be on True Life: I’m Looking for my Twin. Something like that. There was only one camera guy and then this other chick, but I really don’t know why they picked that class. There are like 100 people in it and the girl that is gonna be on the show sits in the middle back, so I am sure it was hard to get good shots. But the teacher, his name is Professor Aaron Smith, he’s hilarious. Like, really funny.

It’s weird, really. For some reason he reminds me so much of Mr. Filkins. Like just his mannerisms and how he talks and carries himself. It’s very cool. Also, he’s very attractive in an older man way. I sit in the front row, but not by choice. He actually made a seating chart, so there ya go. Not that I am complaining.

Anyway, I don’t see Corey too awful much this semester. His schedule is just so weird and crazy. But that’s okay, because I am really getting to know and LOVE all my floor-mates, with a couple of exceptions of course. But another exciting thing, going on with me my roomie and our friend Nicole, is that on Valentine’s day Jeff Dunham is coming to the Coliseum here in Bloomington, and we all got tickets to go. And we are all in floor center row 11. I know Corey is excited, and so are all us girls. I just cannot wait, even though it’s not for almost another month.

So, that really is all the exciting stuff going on. I will try to update more often this semester… But no promises.

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Thanksgiving ’08

November 27, 2008 at 11:24 pm (Family, Fear, Life, School)

So… it has been a very unproductive Thanksgiving break. I should be working, or should have started working, on an 8-10 page paper that is due next week. I, however, have not. But of course… I am a procrastinator, have been for a really long time.

At the Parental Units’ house right now. Have been since about 1:30 Wednesday. But I am going back to Corey’s dad’s tomorrow. Dunno when yet. I mean, I love my fam to death, I do. But I still wanna spend time with Corey before we go back to school where he will be busy for the next two weeks, and where I will have relatively little to do after Wednesday of this coming week. Not to mention, I will be back in two weeks for Christmas break, which is a whole month. So I will be sure to see them more often than I did this last summer.

Not too much new really. Still trying to figure out where I am right now, after some trouble I had about two weeks ago. I guess I feel like I am still a child, like i haven’t grown a bit since high school. And that scares me, because I want to grow up and be mature. Not only that, but I feel like one day I will lose Corey and it will be because I am not grown-up enough for him, that I won’t be good enough.

But other than that whole mess that I have become and this dang nervousness I always get when I stall writing a paper…. well, things are good. Not necessarily great, but not bad either.

Hope you all have a good Thanksgiving and break.

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Drop In Post

October 29, 2008 at 8:42 pm (Life, School)

So, I’m sitting in the library on the fourth floor. I don’t have a table to put this laptop on, so it’s actually on my lap. How convenient of it to fit its name for once. Actually, it’s not convenient at all. My butt is hurting and I wish I could sit a different way to accomadate my butt. But alas, I cannot.

I don’t have too much to say really, but we all know how that can blossom into a beautiful, raving blog entry. : ] I really just decided to write in order to procrastinate doing my reader’s response for English. Not to mention I still have to get to page 40 in Life of Pi in order to actually finish it anyway. So here I sit, while Corey is working downstairs in the computer lab. Don’t get me wrong, I love the library and all, but it seems like this is the only way I can get myself here to actually get work done; if I go with Corey while he works. It gives me a straight time line in which to get things done, in a way in minimizing the amount of procrastination. I know I only have two hours here, so only a third of my time is spent procrastinating, instead of the whole two hours it would be if I were back in my room.

I actually really love my room. If you haven’t seen it, there are pics on facebook. It just seems like I always get more done in places other than my room. Probably because I know exactly how to distract my self there, without having to think about it.

College isn’t so bad. Just took me a couple of months to get really used to it. And now there are only 4 1/2 weeks left of this semester. It amazes me how quickly time goes here. A lot faster than last year of course. But I am not sure if that is because it was Senior year last year, or if it is simply the fact that it was high school. I do miss my teachers though. It takes me a long while to warm up enough to a teacher to have actual conversation with them and all. And now since I only have semester long classes, I feel as though I won’t get the chance to really enjoy my teachers like I did last year.

I know this blog is just an overview kind of thing. But it’s been a while, and I probably should get back into blogging at least every other day or so. It’s just been so long since I actually have done that, so I won’t make any promises. Because it’s hard to get back to something once you quit. Unless it’s riding a bicycle.

I wonder if I should try a new approach to the blogging thing again. A while back, over on eBloggy, I was doing this thing where I just made a blog of five points every day. They were numbered and it was usually a rant or whatever, and I think that worked for me. So perhaps, now, I shall try a new method that will encourage me to get back to blogging.

I have no idea what it will be yet. But I will be thinking before the next post. Because I have decided that my next post will be in this new format. And you’ll have to wait and be surprised.

Excited yet?

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Busy Bees

October 9, 2008 at 11:38 pm (Birthday, Family, Life, School)

So who knew that college would be so detrimental to the plan of regularly blogging? Well, my schedule anyway. Last time I blogged I was still having a hard time adjusting and such, especially the part about not being with Corey every day. But ya know, it’s kind of nice not having to live with him all the time. Of course I miss it, but the time away is good too.

So anyway, I am going to Centennial tomorrow for Homecoming. Mostly because I do want to spend time with my family, and also because I know I will see Wifey and Paul and a bunch of other peoples I haven’t seen in a while. Plus, I think it will be nice to see Shelato. Hopefully they win, cuz the last Varsity game I went to was not so hot. And I will hear the Cadence and the fight song, and (unfortunately) the new marching music, which reminds me of the pork commercials and Christmas all in one.

I actually have to come back here sometime during the day Saturday though, seenig as I have to work from 5-8. But after that Corey is coming to get me and I will spend the night there. Anyway, that is the plan for now.

For those of you who don’t know, my birthday is rapidly approaching. It is on the 20th of this month, and I am uber excited. I plan on getting my belly button pierced the day of, and the Saturday and Sunday beofre it (the 18th and 19th) I will be home again, but that’s so my family can see me, plus my cousin is having a candlde party… I know, sounds weird, but we’ll see. Plus some of my old co-workers will be there, and I am excited to see them, too.

Well, I suppose that’s all for now. of course, I have to say how much I love the, well, limited drama. Not that there hasn’t been ANY. But, so much less. SO so soooo much less.   : ]

Good night to all, and have a wonderful weekend. GO CHARGERS!!

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First Day of College Classes

August 18, 2008 at 12:23 pm (Life, School)

Well, okay. My first class doesn’t start until one… So I am kinda just chillin here, seeing as I don’t need to leave until about 20 till. But yeah. I’m pretty excited.

Today I have Psych, Com 110, and then Eng 102. Hopefully it won’t be too boring. I am guessing that we’ll get out early, as it’s just the first day.

*sigh* I am slightly bored right now, but oh well. Did I tell all of you that me and Corey have Psych together? Pretty sweet if you ask me, and I have Eng 102 with Julia tonight. So it should at least not be completely lonely for those two classes.

So, I’ll keep everyone updated on all my exciting college experiences. : ]

Hope everyone’s summer is coming to a satisfying close, and good luck to those of you who are starting school already.

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two days? already??

August 21, 2006 at 7:12 am (School)

School starts in two days. So in exactly 48 hours I will probably be waiting for the bus or something like that. Kinda scary, but exciting at the same time. I wanna go back and see everyone and all, but this summer really has been great, and I’ll be sad to see it end. But I guess every great story has to end somewhere.

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